|| IN PAAAAAAIIIIIIN!
Ok, I havn't posted in a while, so, due to procrastination, here go's!
A big thank you for anyone who came to my party (yeah, I know it was AGES ago), but it meant a lot that you all dragged your arses up to our house in the arse end of nowehere... :o) I'm still not sure what happened regarding the amount of San Migel and cider left, but there ya go! ;o) I actually havn't got round to taking the balloons down yet, but ya know!
Uhm... I started quitting smoking againa the beginning of this week. Wednesday to be precise. And I managed it until sunday/monday. Then my stress about uni and period pain (and I mean UBER pain) kicked in. Not amused. Apparently, the reason my period is the worst it's ever been (and good GOD, they were bad enough before) is because I've put on quite a bit of weight over a short period of time... so, my mummy pretty much said 'OI! FATTY! DIET!!!' Ok, so it may have been put differently, but same difference. I was planning on doing it anyway... I tried on this really nice frock, and it, well, didn't fit, and I was quite gutted. So, body image issues at the minute are quite high... So, there we go. Mummy also told me not to go on the pill; it's a short term fix apparently. But to be honest, what IS long term fix for heavy periods?! The menopause?! Plus, it'll make me put on weight apparently; but if it makes my periods lighter, then that's fine.
Ok, I'm going to stop talking about my periods now. *
I've turned veggie again on moral reasons... I think it's in part due to moinkers posting up pictures of beautiful baby animals... I'll sit and look at them, go aw, then think, OH GOD, I ATE YOUR MOTHER... and feel guilty. So, me and Ian are both going veggie... well, Ian is of sorts anyway. Plus, on a little more selfish note, meat is too damn expensive. Admittedly, so's Quorn and stuff, and I can't eat a lot of veggie mixes (nut allegy), but ya know. I think I'm going to be eating mostly vegtables/pasta. It's not like I don't like them, so thats fine! ;o) Plus, the only meat I really eat is sausage/bacon which is LOADED with fat.
I'm taking my sister to an under-18 club in newcastle next week, which should be interesting. I want to get ID'd! "Are you under 18? Yes *squeaks*" However, my plan is to start off in my uni bar, so, ya know... ;o) But she's not drinking, so it's fine. It just seems wrong to go straight to a club; under 18's or not.
Uni; blah... I have 2 essays to do, and revision for next week... so, blaaah... I should have started earlier, but I've been so busy doing stuff for my sisters birthday, I havn't had chance. All my uni stuff has been up here, and I've been down with my family for the last week... </moaning about something thats my own fault>. Missed uni yesterday as well due to UBER pain of doom. It's not even funny; my hips and my back hurt really badly because of it...
Well, this is a pretty comprehensive update actually, so I'm quite proud of myself!!! Ugh... just missed my mouth with my cup of tea, and not have tea all down my hoodie :o(
Right... well, I'm going to attempt my essay; I have to talk about the cold war from a realist stance... and I really don't want to.I find it so boring, and I wish I didn't, but I do. Also, I'm talking about the effect of pressure groups on democracy, and although thats SLIGHTLY more interesting, I've just gone off politics so much since starting my degree. FUCKING HELL. That looks and feels so wierd to write down; 'degree'... sounds so old.
Anyway, catch y'all later.
* This may have been a lie